Turns out I’m in a transitional period in my life and it’s been a huge challenge to live through that while having a career online😓 I was SO excited to share this journey and next chapter and had NO idea what was all about to unfold.
I was in slight denial about my Fibro diagnosis and had thought that I’d see major improvements after my explant. {that’s why I didn’t talk about it much}
When I started to see an even further decline in my physical health and my flare ups were lasting longer, I hit an all time low and reality hit that the pain could be lifelong.
I’ve wanted so badly to let you all in and talk about all the deep shit openly in hopes of finding strength in all of this TOGETHER. {especially because I’ve felt INSANELY alone💔}
But something I realized was that I NEEDED to go it alone and take some time for me.
I am needing to find strength within myself and gain my confidence back, because man has it been shaken🙃
I could feel me slipping away into a deep, dark sadness and that wasnt the journey I was wanting to go into together.
So I decided to stop filming for the vlog and shifted focus onto myself, which has been MUCH needed 🥰
I hope you all can understand and aren’t too disappointed 😪
I also hope that my sharing this hasn’t been too heavy😬 I just needed you all to know the truth of what I am facing and how I’m feeling.
The internet can be a place full of fake positivity and seemingly perfect lives👀 I didn’t want you all to have a false perspective on my life, the struggles are hard to share but have shaped me into who I am😊
Sending so much love to anyone struggling through some shit in their own lives right now,
It may not feel like it, but WE’VE GOT THIS💪🏼
Xox
-K
#chronicpain #newlife
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